And I didn’t do that before because…

Ok, I didn’t know you could until I created a test blog for *someone’s logo I made.

Feeling really tired still. Didn’t get much sleep night before last (if you had been reading this blog before, you’d know about my DSPS) and I’m still tired! So after yesterday’s mega update about Aquarian’s and how it’s the month of the Aquarian (good luck!), I don’t have a lot to say.

Amanda’s party on Saturday – really looking forward to it. Been far too long since I last saw her. Think it was in August or something! Still haven’t had an email from that place so I’ll probably have to end up ringing them. So not prepared lol. Still need to find the clothes I’m gonna wear. Added: Just rung them to ask for an email so she’s gonna send me one. How annoying!

The Job Centre have rung me three times now to ask me what I’ll be doing. *Sigh*.

Just said that winter is passing really quickly this year! Only two more months until spring! Of course, that also means that it’s my birthday soon too.

Paid my Orange bill and they haven’t switched my signal back on yet. Why can’t anybody do anything anymore? So the mood I’m in today is frustrated. Yes.

Laptop update:
Same as before, a bit slow in parts but running A LOT faster than it was when I first got it back. So glad I finally got off my bum and got it fixed. Why the eff did I wait that long? See, I have a real problem with motivation and actually doing things.

Went to Sutton yesterday and when I went to the interiors section of Wilkinsons, I just felt at home. It just seems natural to be around wallpaper, furniture and cushions. I still want to be an interior designer, that hasn’t left me and I haven’t changed my mind. I told Chris yesterday that our house is gonna be beautiful because I’m going to design it It’s gonna have a mix of stuff in it; old fashioned Victorian/Edwardian with a modern twist. Think the dining room has to be a gothic affair! There’s loads of stuff from Alchemy Gothic that we want, namely this:

Garden of Eden Intimity Glass
Exotic, serpentine, double glass for sharing those special, intimate occasions. Two intertwined, solid pewter snakes incorporating a central rose vial, forming the holders for the pair of separate glasses, each trimmed with black heart-crystal finials. 20 cm (8″) high overall.

I think it’s beautiful! When me and Chris first got together, we were looking through some Alchemy Gothic catalogues and that was the first thing he said he liked and I loved it when I first saw it. It’s expensive though! On average, it’s about £130!

Wrote a lot for Danzatore the other night. Actually wrote another huge milestone in it. The rest of the story needs some work though; needs a lot of filler! It’s 102 pages at the moment and 60.5k words! Good, huh? Have a good feeling about this one too. I never finished Iris but one day I will. I see promise in that one too. Think I might plan the rest of it because I was just writing that one by ear!

My leg is going to sleep.

Not much else to write about now.

Bai!

Tippy x

*name changed.

Aha!

Sooo, a mixture of things this afternoon.

Last night:

Right now: watching my Bones DVD – Boreanaz = <3

45 minutes ago – was informed that I start my new job on Monday!

First of, last night was the Golden Globes and the gorgeous Christina Aguilera and Cher presented an award and she looked stunning. They admitted that they were there to promote Burlesque On my laptop in the front room but we couldn't get the wireless to work so I'm plugged in with the ethernet. It's kinda annoying cos I missed most of the golden globes last night! Think I missed Christina by about half an hour or something. Ah well, saw the video of her and Cher presenting the two awards so meh.

Onto Bones now and it's my dvDVD. Tis the pilot episode. He still has Angel's habits which he mostly manages to shake off later on in the series. Ok, now it's the second episode; "The Man in the SUV". Haven't seen this one so I'll shall wait and watch…. yeah.

New job on Monday ~ don't know anything about it atm but they're gonna send me an email.

Don't really have much else to say now and Rio is being annnnooooooooyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnngggggggg.

Bai

Tippy x

Really?

Oh, can’t be bothered.

I got this email today:

11th January 2010

Dear Charlotte.

Re: Interview

I am very pleased to inform you that you have been successful on your initial interview with Open Door.

You have been offered the position of office administrator, and we will be contacting you shortly with an employment start date.

Regards,

********** ******

Project Manager

Soooo… do I has job now? I went to the interview on Monday and really wasn’t expecting anything from it! LOL. So we shall have to wait and see. Don’t even know what the job is for! Well, I know what the job is for but it might not even be there! Still, I liked the building and the area it’s in. Feeling really bleh atm. Quite sick and tired – literally.

Still no news about lappy. Hoping it’s home by next week.

Might be going to St. Osyth in Clacton this year rather than Leysdown. Been looking on the Wiki and it says that the town was witness to witch trials and has some ghosts :O that’ll be interesting. Leysdown is alright but it’s a bit boring – there isn’t much there and both times we’ve been, it’s been really quiet and empty! Plus, we’ll be going to ChazzyD, Connie and Dillon land – ESSEX! feel sorry for Dillon as Colchester is about 12 miles away from Clacton and he’s gonna have to drive all the way to ours and back again! Twice! That was like when we went to Leysdown in the summer and we got the trains there. You can almost see Colchester from the beach he said it would’ve been quicker to swim across the Channel from there! Lololol. Gonna take my laptop with me so then I can use it in the clubhouse when we get there so I can go on MSN and be like, “hi! I’m in White Stiletto Land! Gonna have a drink now and try not to spill it on my laptop, bye!” Ooooh! Could do a blog from there as well as tweeting from Tweetdeck as I ran out of internet usage when I was in Leysdown. Dunican will prolly come with us and OOOH! Maybe I’ll be driving by then. Hope so. That’ll be goooooooooood! Looks like the swimming pool is a better size one and apparently, there’s a pier nearby so it’s like a proper little seaside town! WITH PUNCH AND JUDY PUPPETS ON THE BEACH! Wife beating bastard but hey! English seaside traditions and all that!

Anyway, bored now.

Tippeh x

Christ on a bike, it’s cold!

Hi gang!

Snowing again but it’s fairly light. It’s really windy so it’s just blowing around and settling really slowly. But my god, it’s cold. It’s one degree but feels like -6. Apparently it feels like -8 in Chichester!!!! Jesus mo-fugging-christ. Just went upstairs and looked out of the window and it’s settling more now. I can’t get over how cold it is. It really is bitterly, bitterly cold. Maybe there’s a chance that we’ll have a White Christmas afterall? Just wish it snowed more often instead of elusively. Maybe that’s why we’re always so unprepared for it. Look at February for example; it snowed very heavily and the country came to a standstill. I think we’ve been bracing ourselves for it in our very British way They announced on the news that the gritters will be out in full force “during darkness hours”. Felt very sorry for the reporter, he looked absolutely frozen, the poor sod! I hope I wake up to loads of snow tomorrow like in February! My dad is getting me some snow boots but I have my brown winter boots I bought last year. I wore my wellies before and my feet were freezing. Lee says it’s falling heavily in Kent and there’s lightening now. That’s happening in other places around the country too. It’s called thundersnow apparently! I’ve never seen it before personally.

Sleigh bells ring, are you listening? …

So I sent my CV off and today, I found something else I’m applying for which is just perfect for me and it’s what I wanted to do and spent ages looking for at that particular place! I’m hoping that fate will be on my side!

I’m bored now and my throat feels funny.

Tippy x

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Not a happy bunny

I want to work on a cruise ship I want to work in a veterinary practice I want to work somewhere where I can be creative

Looked for jobs under Admin, Hotel Reception, Animal Care, Media and what else? There was loads of jobs that were just too far away! I found a job in a vets in Warlingham and it’s just too far – I mean, I struggled getting to Hackbridge/Mitcham everyday! The traffic around there was mental some days! Usually, it didn’t matter what time I left my house, it wouldn’t make any difference to what time the 127 turned up! I’d love to work with animals. I keep looking for jobs with Battersea Dogs Home, Dog’s Trust and Cats Protection League and there’s nothing! *Sigh* BDH would be easy to get to. Just get on the south central train to Victoria and get off at Battersea – the station is right next to it! Whenever I go into London I look over at it.

Either way, I found an ad for this and I’ve love to do that! How amazing would it be? I have too much keeping me in England though. If I didn’t, I’d apply tonight! Ok, I don’t like kids but I’m fairly good with them and I’d love to work in the entertainments industry. God, I’d see the world! Part of me wants to leave, to get out of this place but I’d leave too much behind.

I’d love to work in a hotel, always wanted to do that. Kicking myself for not applying for the receptionist job in Carshalton from a couple of months ago. Why didn’t I do that? What an idiot.

Sometimes I think about if I had a car. I’d literally just disappear into the night. I’d pack a bag and I’d leave. Don’t know where I’d go though. Maybe to Brighton or Selsey. Hell, if I was brave enough, I’d drive up to The New Beehive Inn in Bradford! I dunno how long I’d be gone for. A few days at most.

Just so fed up with life atm. Where is Fate? I normally have a good relationship with it but it seems to have taken a break from me. Just wish I knew what I wanted in life. I change my mind about what I wanna do practically every week! Wish I could just decide and do it. I had plans to do all these courses but if I can’t decide what I want to do, what’s the point?

Hmm, maybe I should think about going into modeling again. I toyed with that idea for a while but thinking about pictures of me, I promptly change my mind! It’d be easy money! Always been told I could do it. Just don’t think I’m that photogenic

I don’t even know what sector I’m looking in on Fish4Jobs. “Agriculture, Animals & Environment Catering & Hospitality Domestic” apparently. Great. Oh, the Job Centre job search is bloody useless. Looks for jobs up north or in Scotland. Ffs.

*Cries*

x

EDIT:

Just heard from Kayleigh! She’s in the hospital and has been induced! Scarlett will be here soon!

I’ll be waiting all night for news now!!! Ahhh!

Shall update later!

EDIT@03:30

Haven’t heard anything yet but I should imagine she’s had her by now! Shall do a proper update tomorrow!