Posts Tagged ‘rain’

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Yay Pt.2

January 15, 2010

So as I said before, lappy is home. Had to do a ton of updates and it took ages and ages. It was being really really slow too. So today, finished updating and I uninstalled some stuff. It’s running much better now and seems more like my laptop! It’s weird seeing everything brighter and clearer on this screen. I thought everything looked really squished before and now it just looks normal again. I have Danzatore on here now so I can carry on writing it. Really paranoid about my laptop too now. I keep thinking it’s gonna break. The mouse/touchpad thing is still annoying me too. Just so pleased it’s back though and I can finally use it! Still doesn’t feel like it’s mine though. It’s really weird but I’m sure I’ll get used to it soon.

Sitting next to Chris on the chair now. He’s keeping me warm ^_^ Means I have to watch his silly games now though :( and he smells :( :P

So the snow is all over and done with now; just got LOTS of rain to come. It’s good because I like rain!

So is that it? Can we go home now? [/Stripped]

Tippy x

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Mwahaha!

December 20, 2009

Just cut my hair into layers.

Also – it’s raining/sleeting outside so maybe we’ll get some snow? It’s snowing heavily in Hertfordshire at the moment and that’s a county above us so who knows? The Met Office and others seem to think we’re gonna get some more so fingers crossed!

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My Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome.

November 21, 2009

Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome (DSPS)

When I was five, my mum and dad took me to a sleep clinic because my body clock was very wrong. I’d sleep in until about 3pm and not sleep until late at night. I think the doctor’s told them that I’d grow out of it and guess what? I never did.

Delayed sleep-phase syndrome (DSPS), also known as delayed sleep-phase disorder (DSPD) or delayed sleep-phase type (DSPT), is a circadian rhythm sleep disorder, a chronic disorder of the timing of sleep, peak period of alertness, core body temperature, hormonal and other daily rhythms relative to societal norms. People with DSPS tend to fall asleep some hours after midnight and have difficulty waking up in the morning.

I remember when I was little (this is probably how I used to watch The X-Files before I could read properly) and I used to get out of bed and Martin used to shout, “Charlotte’s out of bed!” and the thing was, it wasn’t my fault that I was awake late! My mum and dad obviously knew something wasn’t right because they took me to see someone about it. Even when I had a routine I was struggling with my sleep patterns. When I was at school and when I was at 6th form, I used come home from Chris’ at 10pm and sometimes if Martin was on the PC, I’d go straight to bed. It’d take me hours to fall asleep and I’d still have difficulty waking up in the morning. You could say that I’m awake all night because I sleep late – I’m up late because I’m awake all night. My body clock is messed up.

Often, people with the disorder report that they cannot sleep until early morning, but fall asleep at about the same time every “night”. Unless they have another sleep disorder such as sleep apnea in addition to DSPS, patients can sleep well and have a normal need for sleep. Therefore, they find it very difficult to wake up in time for a typical school or work day. If, however, they are allowed to follow their own schedules, e.g. sleeping from 4 a.m. to noon, they sleep soundly, awaken spontaneously, and do not experience excessive daytime sleepiness.
The syndrome usually develops in early childhood or adolescence,[1] and sometimes disappears in adolescence or early adulthood. Depending on the severity, it can be to a greater or lesser degree treatable. Prevalence among adults, equally distributed among women and men, is approximately 0.15% or three in 2000.

I think now that I don’t have a routine, it’s really prevalent. It says on the Wikipedia that it’s responisble for 7-10% of people’s chronic insomnia so yay me! ¬_¬ I can literally stay up all night even if I had to get up early. I do not have a regular sleep pattern. Funny thing is, when I go on holiday, I have a perfectly normal one! I can still go to bed late and wake up at a semi normal time!

The major feature of these disorders is a misalignment between the patient’s sleep pattern and the sleep pattern that is desired or regarded as the societal norm…. In most circadian rhythm sleep disorders, the underlying problem is that the patient cannot sleep when sleep is desired, needed or expected.

That last bit is true and so incredibly annoying! It’s usually when I have to get up early and just cannot sleep! The article is an interesting read and it tells you a bit more about me and my sleeping issues. There’s loads more I can quote – bits that I nodded at and it rang true with me. It’s good that I finally understand my issues! (Well, not all of them :-P )

I would say, ‘so onto other things’ but I have nothing else to say. Well, Raj and I are talking about Vincent Van Gogh and how I relate to him (I actually to, don’t mock me!!!). My mum even said that “Vincent” by Don McClean could be about me. No one appreciates me or my art! :-P (by art, I mean my photography and writing. If you want to see my photograpy, there’s a link on the right ;-) ). Maybe people will understand me before I go mad and top myself. As the song says, no one understands me and no one is willing to. But that’s ok. I don’t need people’s approval. At least all the time.

It was pouring down earlier! I was gonna clean the bunnies out but it started and then it got dark :-(

X-Factor time and Stacey is on. I love her, I think she’s great. I said last week that I want her or Joe to win, definitely! Her singing was good but the song was a bit dull.

Anyway, laters. Might update in a bit :-)

x

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Selsey Weather today!/Bill & Ted

November 14, 2009

It’s raining and windy everywhere today! Sleeping with the window open and hearing the rain on the roof, it was just like being in a caravan! (Minus the rocking from side to side and the wind and rain rattling it).

The rain seems to have eased off a bit now though. No doubt it’ll start again at some point. It’s cold too.

I’m watching Bill & Ted’s Excellent Adventure and it’s just odd but in a good way. I don’t think you even need a brain to watch it. It’s on the same lines of Wayne’s World really, isn’t it? But even dumber and more for younger kids whereas Wayne’s World has jokes that kids wouldn’t really understand, it’s a bit more “grown-up” (if you can call any part of Wayne’s World grown-up =P). But still, it’s good and a cult classic. And it has George Carlin in and he was great. They seem to be getting through the figures of history quickly. I think it’s the second one they bump into death, isn’t it? That one is a bit “scarier” than the first one I think. Mind you, I was younger when I last saw it! lol.

“Dude, this is just like Frontierland!”

It’s one of those films that I used to watch with my dad (along with “Flight of the Navigator”, “Field of Dreams” and “Gremlins” [1 and 2]) on a Sunday afternoon when he got back from the pub or in the evening. LOL So-crates. Nicola and Michael named their cats Bill and Ted, then discovered that Bill is a girl so it’s short for Belinda now =P

Oh, I haven’t mentioned the kitties on here at all have I? Well, they’re about 10 weeks old and mostly black. We’ve named them Tulip and Luna. They’re so gorgeous and fluffy! I luffs them.

Kitties

Just saw a thing on tv that said “We Are England” and it made me think of the film I watched yesterday; it was “How to Lose Friends and Alienate People” and being a Simon Pegg fan, I was biased when I first saw it! Well, there’s a bit in it where he goes to a garden party and gets really drunk. He stands on top of something and starts singing, “EN-GER-LAND, EN-GER-LAND, EN-GER-LAND!” and then said, “Oi! Orlando! You used to be English!” Haha. It really made me laugh.

I wonder if this blog has pages? As in, when I get to a certain amount of entries on one page, it does a thing where you have to press “next” or whatever. Seems odd to me that there are loads of entries on one page? Maybe it does it by month or something. In my old diary at Diaryland, it always did it page by page but I think you could have the option of having it like a “web-log” style diary.

I’m kinda bored now actually. Not in the mood to write my story although I wasn’t yesterday either and I managed to do nearly a page. I don’t see the point in doing it if my heart’s not in it, right? I mean, I will carry on with it because I’m thinking of how I’m gonna write other bits. Just don’t feel like actually writing it =(

Lol “catch your goat.”

I’ve noticed that when I get to the end of blog posts, I tend to do short sentences and ramble even more so Ima go now. Might add some more laters =)

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